Saturday, June 28, 2014

June 27, 2014

Good evening Lovlies! Long time no talk!

I can't believe it's been eight months since I wrote last! Life has just been so busy! Boy, a lot happened in the eight months that I've been gone!

Tyler and I broke up last week. I was completely devastated. I still feel devastated. I really did fall for him super hard, and I feel like it was all for nothing. His baby mama told me that they were married and living together. Regardless of what the truth really was, I was sick of dealing with his shit. I know I deserve much better, but it still hurts very bad! I haven't cried since the breakup, but I know it is coming soon!

In the meantime, I met a new guy. His name is Dylan. I met him on Match.com. Our first date was to Pinstripes during the second to last week in May. He is a total sweetheart. So far we've been on quite a few dates. Besides the first date, we've been to Studio Movie Grill twice, we went to this Mexican restaurant, ice skating, and I went to his apartment about 4 times. We had sex on the 4th date.

Today I went to his hockey game. I love hockey boys! I'm exhausted and I didn't get my homework done because I went to the game, but it's ok.

Dylan is great because he has a good job and lives in his own place. He is looking into buying a place next April. Maybe if we are still talking we can move in together. But, I shouldn't jump the gun; he hasn't even asked me to be his girlfriend yet. I really hope he asks me. It is so hard to trust people these days.